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Or I can refuse it to easily take me down.
I can build a fire and a wall between the water,
Or find a way to make this mind a little smarter.
You could say I am young, but even at 16 I hold much experience.
06/21/1997
I'm a Junior in HS and I wish it were going better. It seems that I just need a little more help than I wish to accept. I'm in hopes of a change.
I listen to about every genre. The real beauty in music is that all music is beauty.
When a song touches me I get visible chills all over my body. I wear most of my heart on my sleeve; a habit I grew to love.
I write about ED's, SH, Love, Hurt/Heartbreak, ect.. My music's never a joke.
Request covers that you think fits my voice and I'll gladly do my best to perform it just for you!
I'm trying to get on my feet somewhere! It's very hard to find a job anywhere. I love everyone! I'm sweet and very REAL! I love all my fans.. I have them all over the world!
#MellaDRock
This is not a story, but I must apologize for some of my stories and writings.. They are rather lengthy. I love to talk and express myself in different ways. I always want to make sure people understand who I am and never take me for someone I'm not.
I was auditioning for my first live performance! At this time I wasn't comfortable singing anything that I had written, with me being a freshman at the time (2 yrs ago), and so I actually did a cover. I wasn't proud of my pick, but my voice was developing; I could only sing soft country with my shy voice. I began playing and I sang a WHOLE LINE WRONG! I said, "Um, I'm sorry this is my first time. I guess I'm nervous; can I start again?" Luckily they said yes, even though I didn't make it, I was proud of myself for trying to get over my stage fright. If I were to perform this year, which I intend to, I think I will be more prepared.
Another time:
I was auditioning for my school several times, and I was going to perform my OWN SONG with my best friends. My friends remembered my songs, but I messed up the first time every time!
My first guitar was an electric guitar that had been my mom's since she was 18. It was a bit big for me at 7 and not quite my style since I wasn't quite into the rocker girl yet. My step dad sang blues to me all the time. I always had 'Being Followed by a Moon Shadow' in my head. Not sure if that is the right name. My first acoustic was given to me by my granny which was VERY big to me and still is to this day. It's a first act and I did eventually give it to my mom who lost it in a move.
My guitar now is my soul. I love him to death. Yes, my guitar is a he. Many of you refer to your guitar as a girl, and I think that I just feel that I have never been close to any girl beside two and then all the other people I have had confidence in have been males. I have always been a tom boy who never understood girls being such drama they are. I fell in one year and understood. I named him after former Three Days Grace singer Adam Gontier. Adam is my savior of music and inspiration among others.
