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so this happened when i first started playing live gigs inside bar restaurants and birthday parties.

me and my family arrived at the location of the bar-restaurant called "skinny mikes"
(I was 13 years old that time and I'm not allowed to go outside alone)
and so, I and the other people who will perform that day should go to the 3rd floor of the building so we arrived at the 3rd floor and here is the thing.

i never expected that I will be performing in front of people drinking,smoking cigarettes and playing billiards so I freaking got nervous but I assured myself that everything is gonna work out fine.

so long story short,I performed first in the line and let's say I got nervous but in the middle of me performing it turned out alright I think.
and that is where I met one of the people who helped me go after my dreams which is sir jeff,he is a talented musician and a kind person too.

i got home and thought to myself that I did great for being brave and well that's my firs

so i saw a Facebook post about this audition called vocal star,so well I signed up for the singing audition and after 3 days I think, me and my family arrived at the location where the audition will be held.

because I'm a 13 year old kid and that time I thought that fame is instant blah blah,those delusional things you know?i was determined to win but kept a low profile so I would not turn out like I am overly proud of myself lol.

i remembered singing in front of these professional foreigners,and in the same time,my family are there and the teenagers who auditioned are there too.

looking back at that time,I'm embarrassed and thankful at the same time.

i passed the audition but here is the thing,I need to pay 400 or 5,000 dollars I think to go to America,be a star blah blah blah.
i declined the offer that day but I was thankful until now because...
if ever I accepted that offer,I would have not become my own artist and ended up being scammed i think.

so I'm thankful to

i got my first guitar back when i was grade 3(8 years old that time)

i won the singing contest in our school and that is my first time joining a singing contest too.

so i ended up having the acoustic guitar because that is the price if you win the contest.

my mom got me teachers to teach me how to play guitar but i didn't listen to them really and looking back again,i wanna throw some hands to my old self,so after 5 years,my first guitar lost its strings and my guitar ended up going to the trash because it was broken and cannot be fix anymore.

till this day i feel like i could have saved my first guitar and still get so emotional about it.

but i promised to myself that i will take care and will not throw my current guitar for my first guitar and for memories.